The aim of the present study was to determine the signifficance of the experience of God’s silence for Christians during the pandemic. We also sought to determine the links between a sense of God’s silence and depressive mood disorder or depressive episode and to establish the effect of God’s silence on other spiritual experiences. Divine struggles, which include the experience of God’s silence, are relatively frequent among Christians (cf.
Wilt et al. 2020), and 67% of respondents in a representative Polish sample admitted that they experienced tensions in their relationship with God (
Zarzycka 2017). The COVID-19 pandemic situation also influenced the amount of religious and spiritual struggles experienced by Christians (
Dein et al. 2020); this was the case in Poland too (
Boguszewski et al. 2020;
Kowalczyk et al. 2020;
Sulkowski and Ignatowski 2020). Conducted on a sample of 771 subjects, mostly Christians with a moderate or high level of religiosity, our research addressed the significant role of the experience of God’s silence in the human spiritual and mental spheres. The fact of experiencing or having experienced God’s silence was reported by 82.1% of the participants. This result invites the interpretation of the experience of God’s silence as one of the crucial and common attributes of contemporary spirituality regardless of the effect of COVID-19 on Christians’ religiosity or faith. This is because the results showed that, when asked about the external circumstances they perceived as sources (triggers) of the experience of God’s silence, respondents most often mentioned their own or someone else’s suffering resulting from a painful loss, illness, or tragedy (50.8%) rather than the COVID-19 pandemic itself (6.1%). In the light of our results, the experience of God’s silence involved several categories of religious and spiritual struggles simultaneously. This means that it should not be understood exclusively in terms of divine struggle, which is consistent with the findings of qualitative studies (cf.
Wilt et al. 2020). According to the respondents, the experience of God’s silence is a long-term (lasting from a month to a year or longer) state (occurring occasionally, every few days), co-occurring with the lack of inner joy derived from relationship with God. This finding is supported by earlier studies on the outcomes of religious and spiritual struggles, as these struggles are a significant predictor of high emotional distress; they are positively related to depressive symptoms, anxiety, state anger, and loneliness and negatively related to life satisfaction and meaning in life in both clinical and nonclinical samples (
Exline et al. 2015;
Zarzycka 2017;
Zarzycka et al. 2020;
Wilt et al. 2020). Struggles affect mental health in two ways: (1) they intensify dysfunctional processes—in individuals who experience problems in psychological functioning they constitute an additional problem and aggravate the initial state; (2) they weaken the positive functions of religiosity associated with well-being, as it is more difficult for individuals experiencing such struggles to derive support from faith and from relationship with God. The present study suggests that a valuable direction to pursue when looking for the sources and predictors of the experience of God’s silence is to explore subjects’ own and other people’s suffering as a result of painful experiences and emotional problems and to investigate the mechanisms involved in making such experiences meaningful. This is also supported by the positive correlation between the experience of God’s silence and depression treatment in the past. This relationship is consistent with the results of previous studies, which showed that an increase in the level of depressive symptoms increased the likelihood of experiencing negative emotions towards God, but the expression of these emotions considerably decreased the attribution of meaning to one’s illness (
Zarzycka 2017). The experience of God’s silence is independent of respondents’ sex, but it is negatively related to their age. This means that, with age, the experience of God’s silence becomes less frequent. These are important observations, because sex plays an important moderating role in the relationship between personality and religiosity and because the level of religiosity and the strength of beliefs associated with this domain correlate with age (
Bengston 2015). The functioning of women and men in interpersonal relations and in the domain of religiosity differs. Research shows that, compared to men, women more intensively seek the existential meaning and purpose of life in religious contents, show a higher level of openness to the experience of transcendence, and attach greater importance to individual and communal forms of religious activity (e.g., prayer and participation in religious services; cf.
Śliwak et al. 2020). With regard to God’s silence, sex was not this kind of moderator between religiosity and divine struggle. What our study did reveal is women’s tendency to develop stronger identification with their own religion/faith—a finding supported in other studies, too (cf.
Saroglou 2021). God’s silence is experienced as a disagreeable state, and correlates negatively with the presence of other religious experiences. Nevertheless, it may be a positive experience regarding its transformative consequences for individuals. A clear majority of the respondents report that it is a faith-enhancing and faith-reinforcing experience, whose end is noticeable and associated, among other things, with regaining a sense of divine presence, with the result that, ultimately, it modifies the image of God. This is a valuable guideline for researchers and practitioners in the field of the psychology of religion, suggesting that the construct of God’s silence should be analyzed and explored in research studies and approached in therapeutic interventions as a multidimensional compound of experiences. The results of our study suggest, after all, that God’s silence may also be seen by people as a predictor of growth—a positive change in the process of religious and spiritual struggle. Against this background, our research adds to the as yet small number of studies on spiritual and religious struggles in the context of their positive effect on the perceived processes of development and growth (cf.
Zarzycka 2017). The present study has a few limitations that should be noted. Although it involved various groups of Christians in Poland, where the level of declared faith in society is above 98%, the vast majority of our respondents were Catholics, which reflects the fact that they are the largest religious group in this country. As far as the results are concerned, although the present study broadens the knowledge about the experience of God’s silence as one of the signs of religious and spiritual struggle, all data analyzed in it are cross-sectional, which makes it impossible to draw cause-and-effect conclusions. Most of the information about the experience of God’s silence is self-report data, and the relationship or bond with God, and spiritual growth can be investigated by means of methods and instruments other that those relating it to the frequency of spiritual experiences measured using one scale. Further research into the experience of God’s silence, particularly research looking for answers to the question of how this kind of experience can predict spiritual and emotional growth, should focus more broadly on the intensity of religious and spiritual struggles, the context of religious commitment, and the ability to cope with difficult situations, taking into account dispositional factors.